Why am I so pathetic...

You cant make new relationships until you let old ones go. By putting your energy into this person, youre losing energy you could put into something/someone else that actually serves you

You'll honestly feel so much better for cutting toxic people out of your life - when they see you moving on and enjoying life without them - they will reach out and then it's up to you if you accept them back in again or not 🩷

You know you deserve better - be kind to yourself 💕

I had this happen years ago, I was around 22. I’d been in another country for 4 months and when I came back we met up.
She didn’t ask a single question about my time away, I asked her a bunch though.
That’s when I slowly pulled away.

I get you though, it’s tough!