going out after having baby

I think no matter what ull always be in mum mode. From experience everytime i go out even for a couple hrs im worrying about how my baby is and whether they have been fed or if they r screaming, basically just making sure they r well. I also have to watch what im doing like going out clebrsting anything im like i cant have too much to drink i have to be okay for the baby . I think with time and support it will get better.