Feeling lost and lonely

I’m feeling more and more each day lately. It was okay for the 1st year after we had baby but not it’s getting worse, my husband doesn’t understand me anymore I feel. He has become insensitive towards me, I see a huge shift in how he treated me before kid and how he treats me now. Even if I’m crying while we’re in an argument, he wouldn’t bother and that literally stings me. I feel miserable and lonely, I feel I have no one to go to or no one who understands me anymore. I don’t know how to come out of this. We have had multiple conversations and feels like it’ll be all okay and we will handle it but we’re same every time or rather it’s getting worse. I keep getting panic attacks after arguments. I feel stuck in this loop. He claims he loves me and he does so many things but I don’t find it relevant, it’s all ruined after how he treats me in my weakest moments.

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Car seat question

I am 32 weeks pregnant and prepping hospital bags, I have written on my list don't forget the carseat! Which has made me think about the fact the carseat I have is just a buckle in one, not an isofix. It's got me wondering, how will the hospital go about it and is it something they'll be bothered by?
I do not drive nor does my partner so we didn't see the point of buying an isofix fancy car seat but I'm not sure how the hospital deals with them. It's fully safety tested and it's an i-size, R129 certified carseat and came as part of a travel system.
I suppose my question is will the hospital have a problem sending me home with my baby in that carseat?
Very random and probably a very stupid question but I'm now sat here over thinking this 😂😅
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Missed a interview for a job

So I had a car accident last month and was told I have a concussion
So I tend to forget many things now
My interview was at 10 am and I say it under my calendar as 1 pm
So do I explain I have a concussion and want to reschedule this interview?
Anything in the comments will help

Can’t put baby down

Anyone else having this too? I can’t put baby down for two mins without him screaming, feels like I can’t do anything. Literally shower or go to the toilet I bring the bouncer in so he’s next to me and he still screams until I hold him 😔
My first child wasn’t like this, hope it’s just a phase but it’s been going on for the past three weeks going abir stir crazy

Routines

Does anyone else NOT have a night time (or even day time) routine, and just pure winging it?

My baby is 14 weeks and we absolutely have no routine, but he has no feeds after his 11.30pm feed until around 8am, which sound lush, but he struggles with wind still so he’s up (and I am) 80% of the night with wind issues. However, I don’t even know where to start with a night time routine, as he doesn’t sleep well through the day, so when he’s asleep in the evening, I don’t want to disrupt him to start a night routine when he’s likely to be woken up annoyed, as he is always in a state of over tired ness

Any advice? Should I implement something or let the poor boy SLEEP😅

Would it be a deal breaker for you ..

If you had a “partner” that never sleeps early, and got the kids to school late more days than not. They are always late because he’s incapable of waking on time. Would you leave the relationship?

Leaving house alone with baby

Does anyone struggle leaving the house or being out and about alone with baby? Mine is still eating every 2-3 hours (little and often, HV has given her the okay), but it takes an hour to finish the bottle and another 30 mins to hold her upright so that she’s not sick. So sometimes there is only 1 or 1.5 hours between feeds. I dread going out because I spend the first 1.5 hours of the outing sat in a cafe feeding/holding her. Then we can shop for an hour or so before running off home for her next feed, else we will be stuck in the cafe for another 1.5 hours. Also feel we can’t walk anywhere, we need to drive, to make sure we can get home quickly in time for the next bottle or we will be stuck out of the house for another 1.5 hours for the feed. Baby groups - she usually ends up feeding at them, then I need to hold her upright for the 30 mins so we end up not doing the class activity.

I do try to time her feeds in line with our daily plans but it does not always work out.

Has anyone else been through similar? I really feel it’s ruining our time out - I feel guilty she’s not getting out as often as she should cos I am so worried about her feeds.