Body issue two years pp

Hiiii.

I have an embarrassing issue that I didn’t have before pregnancy and wondering if anyone else has experienced it. I’m almost 2 years post partum at this point. Pooping is miserable and it’s so hard to do now. I never had this issue before.
I had a really hard labor and didn’t have a BM for about a week after I had my son. My dr said it was normal but I just can’t believe it’s still like this.
Also I have such bad back pain now that I thought would go away. But it’s really just stayed the same. I did have to get an epidural twice.
Does anyone still have pregnancy/ postpartum issues? I’m to embrassed to ask anyone in my real life

in our community

What is this stage called?

I left him on that white baby pillow🤔 and went to clean my self up in the restroom once I returned 5 minutes later he was where I see him now, what is this stage? Ik he didn’t crawl backwards lol so what is it? I need help

Struggling post c section

I had an emergency c section almost 6 weeks ago and I’m really mentally struggling with the whole thing. Physically I’m back to normal and feel okay but I can’t shake the awful feeling of knowing what it feels like to have people’s hands on ur insides, whilst you’re awake. My whole birth experience was really traumatic, before and after birth, I’m wondering if anyone else knows if it’s worth speaking to someone about it? It’s making me really miserable, of course I’m grateful it brought me my daughter and that it was the safest quickest way to get her out. But I’m still really mentally struggling with how it all went down. I was in hospital for a lot longer than I was supposed to be because of how my body reacted to the drugs and it really has just messed with my head. Am I being dramatic here or is this a real thing?

Tired.

Mamas… what do you do when you’re tired? Tired of cooking, cleaning, taking care of kids, laundry, dishes, DINNER, taking care of a household shoot taking care of yourself.
I’m a ftm also sahm. I’m tired I want to run away. I feel like I have the whole world on my shoulders, the only true time I have to myself is at night then I’ll have to juggle going to bed at a decent time or stay up and regret it in the morning. I don’t like this feeling, HELP

Movements

Has anyone had a change in movements at this stage? 36 weeks and the last couple of days instead of lots of wriggling around I’ve just been getting baby pushing out of my stomach if that makes sense?

I find it really hard to explain, but kind of pushing and creating lumps in my bump, but overall slower. I do think baby has changed position which could be why it feels different.

I will say I have been in for monitoring and everything seemed normal, I’m just finding the change really unsettling!

Gender of baby

Ok I’m getting paranoid now that they’ve got it wrong at the scan! We went to a private gender reveal scan that we could take our little boy to as we knew he’d love it. They said boy and showed this. To me it looks obviously like a boy but I’ve recently seen so many that look similar and ended up being a girl! The only reason I ask this is that I once saw a psychic who told me it would be a girl. (Obviously I know that doesn’t in any way mean it would be true 😂)
What do you think?

Abnormal NT (fluid at back of babies neck ) at 20 weeks scan

Has anyone else had an abnormal NT ( fluid at back of babies neck ) measurement at 20 weeks scan ? We was told it was fine at the 12 week scan and now I’m worrying .