Is he talking to escorts (again)
So it’s 3am in the morning, I’m 34 weeks pregnant and wake up to use the toilet, I find out my husband is not in the bed with me, I stand up and notice that he is in the toilet and the door is locked( we’ve never used the lock knob so it’s pretty stiff) I ask why did you lick the door he said it was a mistake, I go back to bed, he comes back in to bed, it was a good ten minutes before I went to the toilet after noticing him not on the bed.
He comes back and I said why was the door locked he said (he mistake hit the lock) I reply that there’s no way that was a mistake you need good effort to lock that door.
Then he goes quiet, and I notice he had removed his ring in the toilet.
When I first guessed he was chatting with escorts he denies it to this day, even though I went as far as chatting one of the girls and she was nice enough to share me screenshots and he still denied it.
What do I do? How do I get more concrete proof or am I over my head?
*side note* he woke up this morning acting super nice, kissing me and the kids
How would this sound to you?
Is this passive aggressive? “You don’t need to…” maybe “check on the chickens”
Like if there’s chickens at work and you would like to check them out.. 🤣
Or what would you think check or check out.. check in is? See? Admire? Spend time with? -Even though you don’t have to worry about them. lol. I used chickens as an example but use it!!
Or would it sound better as you can look at them anytime but you don’t have to take care of them or you don’t need to take care of them? 🤣
Let me know your thoughts
Making extra space so you don’t get confused…
Explaining why I don’t know what to believe or understand the situation::::
My brain shrunk(EVERY WOMAN WHOSE BEEN PREGNANT has had their brain shrink lol). with me only spending 24/7 with babies, toddler and kids for 5years straight and no adult interaction……yes, the world around has changed without my knowledge and now ive to adjust and relearn it as if i were 18 all over again 🤣 I’m stuck years ago.. I’m not the age I’m supposed to be. I’m on pause(time warped) and I feel so lonely because I only had myself(for so long). I wasn’t even using the speach brain part where I should talk because why would I talk to myself?! 🤣 ((anendophasia )) everything is in my head and in texts but never saying the words so I’m trying to talk in person but I’m struggling but I’m trying at least. My speech process is different than my thought&type process so I am more comfortable in text(I text many people without issues) rather than saying them(never had to speak in person to anyone but my kids). So my brain is soooo messed up >>>>I truly wanted to make sure it(mention above) doesn’t sound mean 🤣 (obviously because it’s bugging me and I’m unsure with how long I’ve been out of reach) but yeah sorry I can’t send a recording because I never recorded..if that makes a big difference but the text is good enough to ask!! I would assume. …. but if I upset my coworker, or made her feel threatened then idk but I’ll still keep it nice and professional with her because she is a great lady it was just what she said that threw me off 🤣 it won’t get out of my head 🤣 i keep telling myself she didn’t mean it to offend me just probably thinking I wanted to take something 🤣 although yes, it is offered. I was just curious though. But if there’s not enough for everyone well that’s ok.. I wish I could tell her “ you make it enough for everyone. Give everyone a chance” 🤣 but it’s ok! I don’t need it. I also don’t like excuses. I been thru a lot of manipulation I’m just tired to deal with more issues. I just thought to check it(let’s pretend we talking about chickens) out. Is what I did because I never seen such thing and I’m curious.. I want to build something that also produces something similar. Like a chicken 🤣 but no, I just eat a chocolate(from work) before I pass out so I’m good! I am good enough with chocolate.
NOTE::::
I do love my job and I love my coworkers but I do feel weird like something is off…But I also feel like I just came out of prison and feel like I’m 18 over again after abuse relearning to adult again… the sahm life messed me up.
Also if you are a sahm:::: don’t repeat my sahm mistakes!!! mamas, get that LLC as a stay at home mom!!! Get paid to be a sahm. Don’t miss your opportunity!! I wish I knew this before I lost a big chunk of my life. Please don’t be a victim of Domestic violence and financial abuse is under domestic violence so if you a stay at home mom make sure you getting your money!!! Don’t let a man say not to worry about anything and that he gots you.. no, you get the money and you handle everything. He can continue working but you handle the money, groceries, clothes.. etc.. and both handle chores!! Also…stay communicating with adults and use that part of your brain!! Talk to the baby!! So you not here asking like I am. Keep your brain going.
