Rant/vent. Pic of what I almost posted today.
I almost posted this today and honestly still debating on if I should. My ride or die, would be gay for, bestie of a lifetime, and is supposed to be the god mom to my daughter. Hasn’t spoken to me since the day my daughter was born because she doesn’t like my daughter’s father. Him and I went through a rough patch during my pregnancy. He has ptsd and shut down for basically my entire pregnancy. He admitted that he made a mistake and is/has been working on himself to be better. She put me in the position of it’s her or him. I made it a point that if he wanted to have a relationship with our daughter I am going to give him that chance to have one with our daughter. He has made huge progress and I still love him even if what he did wasn’t ok. My other set of people I wanted as god parents also haven’t talked me to because they weren’t informed on when I went into labor. They found out when I announced to everyone that I had my daughter and they got upset because they didn’t get a private message. Baby daddy was about to send a message but I hit send first. I’m just so overwhelmed and tired.
Yes my PPD is under control, yes my daughter and I are safe, yes I have the support of my baby daddy - his family - and my family, I’m just over people who think they know what’s best for my child even though they’ve not bothered to talk to me or see her.
My 20 month old daughter struggles to eat anything these days
I can count the things she will eat on 1 hand. Otherwise everything else she either throws on the floor or doesn’t touch
The only things she’ll eat is - eggs, yoghurt, fruits, bread, and some veggies, potato and milk
She won’t touch rice, pasta, cheese, fish, meat, beans and anything in between
I’m at my ends wits with it to be honest cuz she eats the same thing everyday and even the things she likes, she doesn’t eat a lot of
For breakfast, same everyday - egg, banana (or toast - only manages half) and yoghurt
Lunch I try to make a sandwich with fish or cheese - usually goes barely touched. Alongside fruit and some crisps or something - that also usually goes untouched
Dinner I’ve given up giving her what we eat and I opt for green veg, homemade chips and some sort of chicken or a fish cake. She used to eat it but now she doesn’t touch the protein and just eats the potato and veg
Idk what to do cuz anything else and it’s on the floor
