Could I be bi?
Ok, I’m beginning to be a tad confused over my sexuality. I’ve always thought I’m 100% straight. Only ever been with men and had any kind of like, romantic attraction with men. I’ve always thought I’m straight bc even though I can find women to be extremely attractive, it’s not like in a way where I’d want to be with them sexually or romantically. But as time goes on, I’m beginning to kinda question. This started with noticing creators like Lainabearrgrimes & ApocalypseBrute aka Brutus Brute Leo. Laina because I find her to be extremely attractive and I love her personality, and Brutus bc I find them somewhat attractive, and relate to how they prefer pillow princesses as a touch me not, which is something I could get down with. Honestly, I truly don’t know how to properly put my thoughts into words, so I do apologize for that. I’m just kinda questioning if maybe I’m bisexual, which is hard for me to grasp bc like I said, I’ve always considered myself to be 100% straight and only began questioning this earlier this year. I’m 23 for reference. I don’t want to jump the gun and say I’m bi when I’m genuinely unsure, ya know? This is also a tough situation bc I am in a long term committed relationship with a man (have been since I was 18). So even if I could possibly be bi, I feel like I’d have to hide that part of me, not bc he’s against the lgbtq+ community or anything (he’s bi), but bc I’m with him and always said I’m straight so I feel suddenly saying stuff like this may cause issues or that he wouldn’t take me seriously. Idk how to explain it.