Nobody warned me I would feel this toward my own toddler 😭

I pray for you

what do you mean they hurt the baby again

I'm sorry you're dealing with this Sophia. Message me if you want to talk.
I understand your frustration.

my first two kiddos are super close in age so I remember that stage, my oldest would try to play and hug her sister and sometimes even just try to push her head on the floor while she was doing tummy time or literally sit on her butt lol, she thought it was a game and learned with some consistency how to play nicer. Babies and toddlers are so resilient. I mean obviously do what you can to protect them but also there’s a part of it that’s just sibling life, the younger ones grow up tough 😅

Honestly if this is a consistent issue, perhaps family therapy might help? Those feelings you're expressing are valid but can lead to bad situations down the road. I know there are programs where professionals come into the house and help you learn how to deal with these types of situations in real time.

I know the feeling so well