I'm hurting

I resonate with this. I'm here to talk if you'd like. 🫂

I'm up and you can DM me anytime, hun!! I will listen to your pain and help with advice if I can. But I'm always here if you need to vent or whatever. Please DM me!! 🥺

Hi 👋 hope you ok.

I posted incognito because I feel ashamed of myself. I guess that's why I don't reach out because I am disappointed that whatever I am reaching out for will burden someone else's time or I feel embarrassed that I don't have it together. So I'm sorry I'm too afraid to dm anyone. I am 33 years old and I feel like at my age I should have it all together but I don't. My mom for whatever reason distanced herself away from me. I found out I owe Social security 1800 dollars from when I was 14 years old meaning she claimed disability under my name because I have ADHD I was in special ed throughout highschool. She has never told me such thing. I asked her about it and she blamed social security I had no idea I was diagnosed with ADHD. I knew something was off with me it makes sense. She was completely careless no emotion no nothing this is something I delt with all my childhood from her. She's emotionally unavailable. her distancing herself from me lets me know she doesn't want to be bothered with me she's done it...

Before throughout my childhood. So the little girl in me knows to leave her alone I'll just write in my journal. Now she distanced herself from me before she knew I knew about the social security back pay. I can fix the back pay I am more upset she was nonchalant about it it rubbed me wrong

My birthday was May 20th. My mom says happy birthday and sends a gift card. My older sisters says happy birthday. I didn't hear anything from my little sister no happy birthday. Mind you my birthday was on a Wednesday. I called and texted her Monday no response. Birthday no response. When Friday gets here I'm like okay what is going on? I called her twice it was rejected both times. I texted my older sister if she heard from her she says no but I'll text her.. my little sister responded to her immediately and says she's okay.. my heart dropped so I'm like okay you are purposely ignoring me. I texted my older sister my feelings and she says "yeah we just need to communicate our feelings better" I texted her my feelings...

You are NOT worthless!🙏🫂

Again no response. I get what's going on. This has happened before where they all are buddy buddy with each other but leave me out. I am a stay at home mom of 4 kids 1-9 my husband is gone most the time he's a truck driver. My family hasn't spoken to me since my birthday.

Today my husband and I get into a argument about our daughter. My daughter the 9 year old lies to cover her tracks. I've been telling him over and over and he assured me everything will be okay. Well I asked him what should I do I don't know how to make her stop lying. We are having a miscommunication because I feel he doesn't teach her about these things I'm the only one. He shows favoritism with her. But he will go to 100 with the other 3 kids. I legit get into a argument Everytime we talk about our oldest it's weighing me down. So we are going back and forth and he says "this is why your family isn't talking to you"

Oh man that hurt so bad I had no words 🥺

Well that was a rude thing to say...hunny I'm sorry you are feeling this way but I'm almost 40 years old, living in a hotel with my husband mom and a 1.5 year old. I do not have it all together but I'm making the best of it, especially with an overbearing GodMom. Believe me, I have got some stories about her and we have only been living together a month. 😅 But again I'm making the best of it. That's all we can do.