unpopular opinion. what’s your thoughts?

I love my children, 3 under 5. I had my first at 19, seconds at 21 3rd a week after i turned 24. I love my husband etc etc etc. But i mourn the person i was before. i wish i would’ve waited to start a family. I’d been with my now husband since i was 14. im 24 now and it was just right. I have no resentment towards my life, kids or husband! I just didn’t get to live i feel. like traveling, making friends, even college in person. I feel like i just disappeared and I have no other identity except for mom and wife. I’ve tried to “get my spark back.” but it’s just different. Nothing really interests me, i don’t do well in social groups anymore. I can’t find people my age with 3 kids who could relate. Like yes i understand, this is the route I chose but it’s hard. Sahm, no friends still in college, im just struggling mentally but every time I voice it, I basically get “you made your bed so lay in it..” comments :/ I am in therapy, i feel like everyone should be. but i have no one to just vent to on a personal friendship level who gets it.

in our community

why is it so hard making friendsss?😩

i’m looking for my own special friend! we can text everyday ft and just talk about everything with one another🙂‍↕️🥰 message me if this interest you🫶🏾

Am i wrong for leaving

Me and my husband and child are on vacation we went to the beach and we were at the pool at the place we’re staying at I had our daughter while he got to swim she stayed getting very fussy and crying a lot so I asked if he could hold her he didn’t want to so I decided to go back to our room because she was crying very loud and people started staring I told him I was leaving n he said go I’m not stopping you when I got back to the room and bathe her I got back on my phone and this is what he sent me

is there a food you hate that most people enjoy? This is for fun.

For me it’s pork. Anything involving pork.

Cuckqueen

My husband has the best fucking dick I’ve ever had in my life he’s the only person that has made me orgasm 🙈 also I squirt so fucking much on him I don’t know why I want to see him fuck other females I get so horny when he sext them or fuck them I love it 🥰 I’m getting turned on talking about it lol I might be crazy anyone else like this??

Visitors around newborn

So I've seen a few of my best friends because I feel so comfortable and can be open and honest in how I am feeling around them but didn't see me aunts/nan until 8 weeks postpartum, they all live over an hour away and knew they would be round for most of the day & baby being passed around which I hate. Been called selfish and saying I'm pushing them out.
I love them all but I'm not that close with them, we didn't say how long we would wait for visitors because we were just seeing how we got on. My best friend came round for 2 hours of an evening not like the whole day at the weekend.
What do you think?

Alone

Summer really brings out on how lonely you are when you are a sahm..