I think I'm crazy

First time trying and we think it's to early, but my husband thinks it's negative. I'm so sure there's a faint line

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I feel guilty for not giving my child a sibling

I really wanted too at one point (he’s nearly 2) but me and his father aren’t in a good place, he still doesn’t sleep well and I’ve basically been a solo mum and found it so hard.
I’ve came to the conclusion with everything how it is atm that we wouldn’t be having another baby which means my son will grow up with no siblings and part of me can’t help but feel guilty about that … 😢

I know there’s pros and cons of it all and you don’t miss what you’ve never had as they say. But I’ve got siblings and I’d love him to have someone to share his childhood with but it just isn’t practical right now for me.

I’m nearly 30 and the hopes of me finding someone else to want to have a child with in the future is unlikely so my only chance would be with my current child’s father and we just are so on and off I don’t think it’s going to happen and it kinda breaks my heart ..

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Pregnancy test

Positive or negative ?

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Giving up the dummy..

Has anyone had trouble giving up the dummy? Weve gone cold turkey tonight and its been hard. Itll all be worth it right? RIGHT?

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Evaporation line or positive?

So I took an equate and Molo test. The equate came back positive (both lines showed within 3 minutes) but the Molo was negative. From googling I found the equate are more sensitive than the Molo but I know blue dye are notorious for false positives. I have been going through a roller coaster with my body the last few days in ways that aren’t my usual pre-period signs and am having none of my normal pms symptoms. I just don’t want to get my hopes up but I also really want to be a mum. Advice?

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Negative or very early positive?

Line hasnt got any darker since yesterday, i know it hasnt been 48hrs but thought as today i used my first morning urine it might have done as yesterdays wasnt. The lines look really faint in person so unsure if they could be indents or evaporation lines but both tests where read after 3 minutes.

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