Personal question with thrush

Hey everyone, quite random not to do with babies but I wanted some advice and seeing if anyone has experienced this

But I’m really struggling with recurring thrush I do everything I use probiotics I wear cotton underwear I don’t wash with scented soaps or have baths I use basic clothes wash I don’t have a high sugary diet and I’m just at my wits end constantly I don’t know if it’s linked to my period but some help and advice would really help
I’m currently breastfeeding so I can take the tablet
Already been to the doctors and have several courses and it improves my symptoms but they don’t fully go

in our community

Why is it so hard to make genuine female friendships

Honestly I’m starting to think I’m the problem, I hate forcing things and it seems like women want to be chased down for a friendship. Why not put the same effort yall put into a relationship into a friendship

He snapped 😡

Really angry and just need to vent. So I was ill on Friday (just a really bad cough, headaches and sore throat) and had the baby all day which was fine and unavoidable. Wasn’t ideal but just kept her in the house and kept her entertained.

Baby daddy has caught it from me and when she woke up this morning we brought her in our bed like we do most days to just chill before I go and make her bottle. She started getting a bit whingey and I asked him to just watch her so she didn’t roll out- she’s 9 months and just started crawling so she really doesn’t sit still- and really nastily he went “oh shut up *name*” through gritted teeth when I tried to move her over to him and started crying a bit. He has done this once before and I told him not to speak to her like that as she now understands tone- just really upset me as even if I felt like shit I wouldn’t speak to her like that. Scares me as well that if I ever left him (other reasons), how would he speak to her when I’m not there.

Brought her downstairs with me and put her in the high chair whilst I made her bottle and we are now just chilling downstairs together but wondering if I am overreacting?!

Random rant…

My baby fathers mom came in town for the week . She stayed with us at my house the last 2 nights she was in town. Last night he went out and we were talking . She said to me “ I hope you don’t be mad at me that I go see this girl and that girl that’s just what he wants “ so im like im my head is she implying that he had her going to see a whole bunch of different girls 🤨…. She also goes to say she hopes he marry me and she don’t know why he be back in forth with this women and that women but we belong together and she can tell he loves me ??? We had a long talk and when I say im soooo lost it’s like she is telling me he is cheating without telling me but asking me to stay ?? Today is his birthday but im kinda giving him a attitude because I want to address some things but I don’t want to ruin his bday nor do I want to throw his mom under the bus ☹️☹️☹️mindful im 10 weeks away from having his first son ( out of 8 kids tho ) oh and she also basically told me the first few nights she was in town she stayed over his recent babymothers house ( because my grand babies are there was her reason ) but he lied and told me she was staying with his sister… mindful I just got into a physical fight with the babymother 2 weeks ago ( YES SHE CAME TO MY HOUSE TO FIGHT BECAUSE SHE GOT WIND THAT IM PREGNANT ) .