Hi everyone. I moved to Colorado from Florida 2 year ago with my boyfriend of 6 years. Me and him were struggling within our relationship and ended up splitting up… he told me if I gave him another Chance things would be different. We got back together and I got pregnant, our relationship began to struggle again. He’s always struggled holding a job and smokes a lot of weed. I stopped smoking when I got pregnant and haven’t smoked since. He works full time and we have a 4 month old that is exclusively breast fed. I don’t work, I was a cam girl before getting pregnant and that did really well for me financially but I stopped when I got pregnant and I’m the primary care taker of our baby and do all the feeding and all the diapers pretty much. He occasionally will do one here and there. I’m having trouble keeping up with chores because my baby wants to be picked up so often. He gets overwhelmed with his job and crashes out about the bills and having to work and how hard it is commuting without a car daily, it’s pretty stressful but hearing him yell and complain about the same things daily when I’m also exhausted and overwhelmed is horrible. We sold my car to get here and have been without one which has been so hard. I contemplate camming to try to make money and help financially but my body has changed so much I feel horribly insecure about it but he tells me that I need to pitch in financially. I beg him for us to move back down to Florida where our family is and he refuses. He says he’s not going back there and idk what to do we have no friends and family here and I feel completely alone. :(
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