Feeling lonely

I feel you lol I'm due to give birth on Tuesday but I've been a mum for 14 years and well.. I have no friends 😅 I've had work colleagues, my partner's friends but never any of my own. I went out a few months ago to a former colleague's birthday party - left after 20 minutes cause I didn't know a single soul and felt out of place.
Kinda given up hope of ever having a social life to be honest lol and I'm only 31 myself 🤣
I gotta laugh cause if I don't I'll just cry

I havent gone out without my kids in 4 years. I dont even have dates with just my husband. I have no friends. It's definitely depressing sometimes but thats life. Just enjoy the bit of social life you do have as much as you can

Honestly get this! My partner goes out every few weeks with friends but his friends don't have children and are still into going on night out and just generally having 0 responsibilities. I have friends but we're mums so whilst my partner would look after ours so I could go out etc it doesn't work like that because nobody else is ever free. It's definitely a lonely world for us mums sometimes :(

I get this so bad but for me I resent him a bit because when he goes out he lets me know but when I go out I feel like I have to make sure everythings in order and check in that’s it’s good with him