I want to find joy in motherhood again

Twin same. I have no energy to do anything my house is slowly becoming disgusting and it’s hard to do this all and caring for another human being when a year ago i only worried about myself.I relate in a million ways and if you ever wanna talk to someone about it just know that i get it. and im putting myself on blast because there is no incognito mode in replying but I am here for you, I see you and i feel the same 1000099%

It’s very easy to lose yourself in motherhood. I don’t have a village myself because I believe in boundaries and not everyone is okay with that and that’s ok. I also don’t like bothering anyone and I like things a certain way. What has helped me find joy is building a community of like minded individuals who believes and think the same way I do. Even if it’s just one or two person. I’m a FT SAHM and it comes with waves some days are amazing some days it’s exhausting. But I remind myself it’s only a season in my life soon it’ll get easier in some ways and harder in others. Just when I feel like I have figured it out my baby is doing something new. So take it one day at a time. They are this small for just a small portion of our lives. Just like they are new to this world so are we. Looking at things in a positive light makes things just a little bit easier.

I’m sorry you’re going through this I feel alot of us mothers can relate, I’m also looking to get my spark back as well I think it will just take time ♥️