My son was stillborn 😖👼🏻

It’s been 4 almost 5 days now since my son was still born at full term and I am feeling all the grief emotions and hormones and I just wanna scream and cry and yell and hit something but also cuddle something , I just want my son so much... I can’t believe I gave birth and I can’t believe I lost him 😖 I’m sorry this is for alive babies probably and happy moms I just need to vent ... I love my son and I won’t give up, me and husband still want to try again in the future but I’m so heartbroken and he is so handsome ... I hate that I have to bury him and let him go in a few days 👼🏻😓

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Im so sorry you are going through this. May God be with you and cover you. 🙏🏽💔 I couldn’t imagine the pain you feel. There is plenty space to vent on here so let it all out mama !!!!

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I’m so sorry for your loss! I cannot even begin to imagine the pain, grief and heartbreak you are experiencing. It’s ok to feel all those emotions & some. You are in my thoughts during this time.

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Oh my gosh I’m so sorry..

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Oh my goodness I cannot even imagine that kind of heartbreak 😢 I am so sorry for your loss. You are so strong 💜 and your son will always be with you no matter what.

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I'm so sorry 😞. I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now. Heaven gained a little angel. You'll have him looking over you always. ❤

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😭😭 this is the saddest thing I have read today. I have no words whatsoever. I don't know how to comfort you through this comment. My only wish is to hug you right now and be that physical shoulder for you to cry on. 🙏

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Praying for u. This is beyond words. Thank u for sharing

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I’m so sorry for your loss!😔🙏🏾 that’s a pain no mother should ever have to undergo.. may God give you strength during this difficult time.

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I'm so sorry for your loss. I couldn't imagine the heartbreak you are feeling.

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So sorry for your loss 🙏🏾😢

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I’m so sorry, praying for you and sending some love and positive thoughts your way.. 🙏🏾

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I can't even imagine. I'm so sorry 💔😭

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I’m so sorry, MaKayla. My heart breaks for you. 😢

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I’m so sorry for your loss, I can’t even begin to imagine the pain and heartbreak you’re going through. It’s ok to feel all that you’re feeling; it’s not something easily dealt with. God only test those whom He knows can deal with it; stay strong mama. I pray for you and your family during this difficult time. ❤️

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My daughter was stillborn last year at 29 weeks. Im so sorry for your loss. If you ever need someone to talk to. You can message me at any time!

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I’m so sorry for your loss.

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I’m so very sorry for your loss!! I wish there was a way to make you feel better! I will pray for you and your son! God bless you!!

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No this is for all moms! You’re so included. We’re here for you. Praying for your peace, strength and wellbeing. Bless your little man. You’re amazing in that you were even able to write this and share it. 💪🙏

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😭I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t Imagine how you are feeling. But it’s ok to cry let it out. Just know your baby is always with you 💙

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I am so sorry! Never apologize. You vent all you want. Praying for you 💜

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oh momma.. my heart breaks for you in a million pieces♥️ keep your head up

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Sorry for your loss my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your husband

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I’m so sorry momma. My heart breaks for you. You are not alone. We are here for you. Vent all you want. Please message if you need a friend💕

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Sorry for your loss.🤍 You are still a mom and still so included and welcome to discuss anything...I’m praying for you. Vent all you need, cry all you need. It’s all part of healing. 🕊

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I am so sorry for your loss, I could only imagine the pain you must’ve feeling 😔 You can vent all you need too 💕

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Vent all you need

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My heart goes out to you and your family. It is a pain that I don’t know anyone can imagine unless they’ve been through it. I will say a prayer for your beautiful son, and a prayer for you to go on to have a baby again, though I’m certain you’ll never forget your first boy. ❤️

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I am so sorry 🥺

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Im so sorry for your loss and I am sending you strength and a virtual hug.

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I am so very sorry for your loss! Take all the time you need! Sending love to you!

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I’m so sorry for your loss. I pray for only positive outcomes for you and you husband 💖

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So sorry for your loss! Sending you my prayers and hugs❤️

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Truly sorry your experiencing this, this app is for moms period alive or not, just simple companionship and support.
Recovery is on the horizon 💜💙

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I’m so sorry for your loss😢

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I’m so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. I can’t even imagine what you are feeling but I’m sending you hugs! x

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My heart goes out to you and your family. I can’t imagine what a difficult time this must be. But, I’ve met some wonderful women on here, and it’s a great place to find support. That’s what you need right now...as much support as possible...you’re in my thoughts.

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This still makes you a mom 💙😇

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I can’t imagine your pain - I am so sorry you have to go through this kind of heartbreak. It’s ok to feel how you’re feeling, I hope you find peace and can fill the emptiness in your heart with another beautiful baby in the near future. 😞❤️

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I’m so very sorry for your loss. I’ll have you and your family in my prayers. Sending you a huge hug❤️

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For all you mothers coming together and being supportive and kind I really appreciate everything, it helps so much to have a support group and those who have been through the same I am so sorry for your loss I definitely know sorry doesn’t change it but the kindness counts and I definitely take into my heart those who have been through the same experience so we can come together ❤️ thank you for still welcoming me to the mother hood world and this wonderful community and app

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I am so SO sorry. I cannot even imagine what you’re going through. My heart breaks for you.
Know that you are NOT alone. You have an army of mamas that are here for you. I’m just so sorry.

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I’m sorry for your loss love. Praying for you and your husband during these times. ❤️

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I’m so very sorry. I can’t even begin to imagine what you are going through. Give yourself ALL the time you need.

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I’m so sorry for your loss, I can’t even imagine what you are going through right now.. you have a beautiful angel watching over you. I’ll be praying for you and your family. I may not understand what you are feeling or going through but you can message me anytime you feel like you need to talk to someone!

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Omg I am so sorry 💔😩 I can’t imagine anything worse! You are strong, and he is still with us. Lots of love and strength to you mama ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏

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I’m so sorry! You are one strong mama! Hang in there mama things will look up... sending you love 😘

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I feel physically ill just thinking about what your going through. I can not even imagine the pain your going through. I’m so beyond sorry for your beautiful loss. 😭

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I’m so sorry for your loss. An angel has his wings. I’ll be praying for you. I can’t imagine how you must feel. Wishing for God to give you strength during this time. I understand if you don’t want to speak about it but did they say what happen?

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My heart breaks for you. 💔😔 Sending you so much love. I wish I could say more and take away that pain. We all are sending you love and strength. 💙💙💙

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Going through the same thing 😢😢😢 lost my baby girl at 39 weeks on August 6 🙏🏼

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