15 dpo but negative pregnancy test

It seems like ever since I started TTC my period has been wonky. I’m 15 dpo but my period is nowhere in sight. I have some pregnancy symptoms but I get the same ones every month before my period so I get hopeful but get my feels hurt each month.

Doesn’t help that the quarantine over the last few months have made stupid fights between my hubby and I flare up so I feel like I’m not getting all the good baby making days that I should. Seriously one fight was because I was giving my husband directions cause he was getting ready to turn the wrong way. Last month he hurt my feelings and I truly cant remember why they were hurt. Maybe it’s the stress of TTC plus Covid 19, the high profiles deaths, hubby getting a slight pay reduction, close quarters and hell let’s throw in murder hornets.

I didn’t want to get pregnant for years but now that I do at 38 it’s a lot harder then I would have thought in my 20’s.

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If your partner got a prostitute pregnant and then abandoned the child/ran away, what would be your response? Read…

So you were not in a relationship at the time or were about to be in a relationship, he gets the prostitute pregnant.
It’s her fault for not taking their morning after pill.
He tells her straight up that he’s not going to be involved and that she should terminate it.
She says that she won’t terminate and she hopes that he does stick around

So she deliberately gets pregnant, basically traps him

What would be your reaction?
he’s response is:
“She trapped me and it’s her fault for not taking the pill”

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