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Chronic Pain Mamas

Looking for some friends ❤️

I have been through the ringer this year as I’ve had brain surgery to remove a tumor and I had to have emergency surgery to have my stomach removed. I have been sick since I got COVID in October 2020, so it’s been almost two years now. I’ve lost a lot of friends since I got sick. Mostly because I used to be the socialite, the life of the party, and when I stopped planning activities, then people stopped coming and stopped reaching out, since I was always the one to reach out. My very best friend, who I thought I would grow old with, literally dumped me this summer and told me that she didn’t know how to be my friend or what I wanted from her anymore and she couldn’t do it anymore. I’ve been unable to work since last November but just started a crazy job but I’m working at home and I’m incredibly lonely, as I don’t talk to other people (besides my family). I used to be THE extrovert and have become an introvert because I had to, and now I want friends again. I don’t care where you live, what you have, but I just want some people in my life who can understand when I’m having a bad day and when the mom guilt comes. 😔