@Stephanie it’s really affecting my mental health as well so i don’t know if it’s even worth it now
Your milk won't come in for a couple of days, it's just colostrum that you're pumping atm. My LB had boob for 36 hours just to give colostrum and now he is on mamia formula (which is very similar to aptimal). I had an emotional breakdown when my colostrum supply dropped as baby was so hungry and wouldn't settle, so I swapped to formula and both us parents and him are so much happier
Your milk probably hasn’t come in yet and it’s still colostrum your milk will come in