work

i go back to work on tuesday idk how i feel , baby is really a good baby and likes to sit by herself. i love my job but ive honestly been applying to part time positions else where bc i feel like for my big family it was more beneficial for me to be in the house , dad says he’ll pay me my wage to stay home but at that point it’s right back into the house idk. i’m kinda annoyed about it all. this definitely was not enough time we aren’t even on a schedule for work lol my kids will all be going to new schools in july with new hours WHO IS GOING TO TAKE THEM AND PICK THEM UP. i’m so overwhelmed with this change and trying to incorporate while being hormonal

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in our community

Whose awake

Insonmia at its finest need someone to chat with

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Journaling?

Any mamas journal?? My therapist recommended I start. I feel weird essentially talking to myself. Does it get less weird the longer you do it?? Does it make a difference to you.? Any advice is great. Thank you

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Do Real friends exist?

I honestly can say I’m truly hurting today. I’m always the person that reaches out,check on others,give my last no matter what I have going on. To go from have friends supporting you during pregnancy, being there for you, there after baby is born to just dipping is heartbreaking and really hurts. I may not be able to go every
Where all the time but you can still invite me. It’s crazy to me how people just up n leave like it’s nothing. I’ve tried to make new friends but honestly it’s not easy after being hurt so much I’m truly tired of the friendship hurt 😭💔

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Happy maternity leave

While I’m on maternity leave, my husband has been telling people at work about the conflicts in our family, and one of his friends suggested that he buy me a ticket to Ukraine so I could go there and die. It sounds almost absurd to say it out loud, but the funny part is that I actually found out about this from my husband himself. How am I supposed to feel about that?

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Post partum appointment

So my post partum appointment was scheduled at 7.5 weeks post partum instead of 6 weeks. My husband wants to have sex before then. But I want to be on birth control before then any moms ordered birth control before your appointment online or requested by doctor? Or should I wait the extra week and a half time? I have No bleeding no stitches no pain. Physically I’m okay I think mentally I’m just scared and trying to take caution and prepare beforehand