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Girl! Think of it this way, from the other point, the way you may have said it they may not of understood what you meant 🤷🏼‍♀️ me and my mum are the exact same! Terrible at understanding each others explanations lol! Just say to her I am nervous, not about you, but me and how I feel about it and if she gets defensive, tell her what you need from her e.g reassurance that you are making a good decision and that your weeny human will be fine! My mum had my baby after 2 weeks because I am a single mum and I needed to sleep from the stress and it was horrible, but I just told my mum what I needed and accepted that it’s okay to take a break from baby, it’s bloody hard!! You’ve got to bear in mind as well that it’s her first time being a nanny for you ☺️ so she’s working that out too 🩷 not saying your feelings are wrong at all because I’d be frustrated too, but when the airs cleared a little just take a breath and remember that both feelings are valid, and that it was probs a miscommunication x

Two options
1- go out and ask for lots of pictures and come back soon.
2- remind your mom you have postpartum hormones and it's not about her but your own emotions

I didn’t live my first baby until she was like 5 months and even then it was with her dad for 1 hr! I took her everywhere with me, where I couldn’t take her I didn’t go. It’s a very normal feeling to want to be close to your baby. Maybe have a chat with your mom to explain it