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Feeling alone

I feel like I’m loosing touch with people daily,
I don’t have many friends or mum friends as I cut people off easily,
And It take me a lot to let people in,
But I’m sick of always putting everyone else first, sick of changing plans to suit others only to be letdown time after time,
I’ve had enough of people saying they’re gonna come round. I will stay in and then they not turn up and give some fob excuse of why they didn’t
But every day i’m expected to wake up put a smile on my face and carry on like as if it didn’t affect me
Everyone sees me as this strong aggressive woman thats always there to talk to,
Don’t get me wrong if anyone needed to talk I’m always there for them, I will be that one to talk, to cry to, what ever,
even just someone to have tea or lunch with or a play date with the kids,

But when I tell a friend that I’m physically and emotionally exhausted, in pain and sick of seeing the same 4 walls,
They seem to start going on about how hard they have it like I don’t matter and they are worse off,

I feel so angry all the time.
Is it just me.