Now that it’s finally over he’s moved on first things he’s fine with this girl is things I’ve been begging for him to do with me for 2 years. Now he’s going out and having fun living his life, and ima tiring her terrified of being with someone else cause what if they do what he did pretend through the whole first half of the relationship then trap me and treat me the worst I have ever been treated. I don’t have any sense of myself anymore I don’t have any friends, I dot. Have anything but myself my baby and work but I don’t have myself I don’t enjoy doing anything I used to I just literally want to sit and stare at a wall I have to force myself to do anything else I used to enjoy to try and get that feeling back again. I don’t know what do. why wasn’t I worth all these things he’s willing to give her? That’s just what keeps on replay I’m glad things are over but I just don’t understand
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Hey there I hear this and my first thoughts are wow who told you that your not worthy ? I believe you need to reclaim your identity your strength and your joy . Don’t let anyone have a hold of your mind body and soul to this extent. Easier said then done but Our mind is very powerful it can build us up or tear us down. We definitely need to be patient and have grace within ourselves . In this season take the time to heal and pour into yourself and learn how to love the little things in life again. Your baby is looking up to you do it for them 🥹❤️🔥