I think he broke me

Now that it’s finally over he’s moved on first things he’s fine with this girl is things I’ve been begging for him to do with me for 2 years. Now he’s going out and having fun living his life, and ima tiring her terrified of being with someone else cause what if they do what he did pretend through the whole first half of the relationship then trap me and treat me the worst I have ever been treated. I don’t have any sense of myself anymore I don’t have any friends, I dot. Have anything but myself my baby and work but I don’t have myself I don’t enjoy doing anything I used to I just literally want to sit and stare at a wall I have to force myself to do anything else I used to enjoy to try and get that feeling back again. I don’t know what do. why wasn’t I worth all these things he’s willing to give her? That’s just what keeps on replay I’m glad things are over but I just don’t understand

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Hey there I hear this and my first thoughts are wow who told you that your not worthy ? I believe you need to reclaim your identity your strength and your joy . Don’t let anyone have a hold of your mind body and soul to this extent. Easier said then done but Our mind is very powerful it can build us up or tear us down. We definitely need to be patient and have grace within ourselves . In this season take the time to heal and pour into yourself and learn how to love the little things in life again. Your baby is looking up to you do it for them 🥹❤️‍🔥

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ATTENTION Moms located in or near RAYTOWN MISSOURI!!!

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Hey mamas! 👋💕

Im a 38 year old first-time mom in the Raytown/Kansas City area looking to find some mom friends and hopefully build a little village. Apparently nowadays, making friends as an adult is way harder than it was in kindergarten 😂

Other than my boyfriend, I don’t really have a support system — my mom is out of state currently on hospice, and I have zero friends. And I mean zero I don't even text back and forth with anybody other than my mom and my boyfriend and sometimes my sister.

I’m hoping to find some genuine friendships — someone to chat with, laugh with, vent to, share mom wins and struggles with, and maybe eventually do coffee dates, walks, playdates, or just hang out while our little ones play.

No pressure and no expectations — just looking for some kind, down-to-earth moms who are also looking for their people ❤️

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Need some honest advice

Hi moms, I need some advice.

I’m a first-time mom and 9 months pregnant. Yesterday, my boyfriend and I got into an argument over something that honestly didn’t seem like a huge deal to me. During the argument, he said, “I’m just speaking my mind to you—don’t be surprised if I get up one day and leave you.”

Since then, I haven’t been able to get those words out of my head. Today he’s acting nice and everything seems normal, but I can’t stop thinking about what he said. It really hurt me, and now I feel like I’ve lost trust in him completely.

Am I overthinking this because I’m so close to giving birth, or would those words stick with you too? How would you handle this?

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I think I am genuinely over this app

It’s just impossible to make any friends in my 40s. Doesn’t seem like anyone wants to actually talk . I can’t keep up the conversation for everyone !! Is anyone else struggling 😫

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Can't sleep. Wanna chat?

It's 2:30 am. My 6 month old is sleeping in his crib for the first time. This is the longest he's slept in weeks... that means I can't sleep. 😭 I'm so bored. Does anyone wanna chat? 😅

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Am I trippin … like

I’ve never been so upset and sad in my life! I’m 3 months pregnant and he just walked out on me and left without a word all because of a domestic incident he got in the mail back the month of march. Mind you, I’m not gonna let anybody do me any kind of way and just sit back and take it .., you will be held accountable.. moral of story he has a warrant of course and also for a dwi and his chances of getting a new job are low. He definitely knew about his warrants and now is trying to blame me .
I told him we can just break up I’m not gonna keep repeating these cycles he said ok. I was excited to have my son just found out the gender today and now it’s like… do I even keep the kid … ? I don’t want to be depressed . Honestly can’t even believe someone who did me wrong could walk out on me !

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Kourtnee

As you can see, you already know my name, so let’s skip that part lol. I’m a second-time mom, and my first crotch goblin is autistic, but I love his little tism lol. I’m from the metro Detroit area and wanted to meet other mothers as well. I’m pretty open and cuss a lot, so if you’re very sensitive and extremely modest, I may not be the best match for you. I hope I can find my people and get to build a friend/mom group 🩷

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