Feeling down and defeated

I'm sorry to hear that you feel like this. First I am sure that you're not the worst parent going. It sounds like you are really worried about your baby and also very aware that your health is suffering. Do you still have a health visitor you can share your worries with? What about your GP or pediatrician? Can you get support from family/your parents/friends?

Please try get some help, you can speak to your GP or health visitor and they should help you! And if any other mother judges you on here then they can get in the bin! Because this app is for mums supporting mums! I hope things can get better for you because I know mother hood can be very lonesome at times and the village feels like it’s left once your baby isn’t a newborn anymore x

I can’t offer any help, but I can tell you that you aren’t alone. I’m going through the same with my 5 month old, although me and his dad split when he was 5 weeks old as I was also a maid so decided may as well truly do it on my own. I’m here if you want to talk about how you feel. I pray your GP and perinatal health team in your area are better than mine too and you get some support. ❤️