7 weeks pregnant and beyond depressed.

First off— in my personal belief I don’t think God punishes us for abortions, it’s most likely your religious guilt making you feel that way. Second, if you and your girlfriend were broken up you did not cheat on her and you are very vulnerable and she should not be making this hard on you ESPECIALLY since you were sexually assaulted. I know you most likely won’t press charges against your son’s father but please please at least make some boundaries with him and tell him you’re not comfortable being alone with him as he sexually assaulted you. Because that it what happened, no matter how he tries to spin it. I am so sorry this happened to you. If you truly think you don’t want to have anymore kids then I would get the abortion because your child will intuitively know you didn’t want them. Don’t let your girlfriends or sons fathers emotions influence your decision. Take some time and think about what you truly want. Abortions are very difficult to get through emotionally and physically

Pt 2. — but you need to do what is best for you and your children. Please feel free to message me I would be happy to help you through this very difficult time

I’m so sorry you’re in this situation. Please just realize this isn’t your doing, but from the way you are talking I don’t think you want an abortion. Dad is already not in the main picture anymore so it’s your choice at the end of the day. I can honestly hear you need both a friend who won’t judge you and a good therapist. Reach out to me if you just need to talk (I don’t have your experiences, but I’m more than happy to listen). ♥️

I am so sorry that happened to you. In no world is that anywhere near okay. You have a right to feel upset and hurt. It sounds like despite the conditions that this pregnancy happened under, abortion is not necessarily what you want. I would highly recommend getting counseling if you can, they may be able to help you process and determine what you truly want. Lean on any supports that you can during this time and as others said above me, set some strict boundaries with the father of your son. Your girlfriend being upset says nothing about you or your character. This was not a consensual sexual encounter and if she cant see that, that's on her. God knows that we are not perfect, we all make choices that he disapproves of. If your relationship with God is something that is important to you, lean on him during this as well. And its okay to be angry with God for allowing this to happen, he welcomes all of our emotions, the good and the bad.