I think I’m just gonna accept it

Aw, those just aren't your people. Finding new friends is tough! Keep trying and I'm sure you will make some friends.

I struggle making and keeping friends too. People who say that’s a red flag are full of it

I feel very much the same. There are a handful of people I talk to on a semi regular basis over social Media, I see one friend every couple of months and that is it.
But honestly, I kind of don't like people that I don't feel safe around, they're energy vampires and I just don't have the capacity for those kinds of people. I think I will always feel "alone" to some degree, because absolutely no one in the universe will know what it's like to be me, even another Autistic woman. At the same time, it's kind of neat to think that no one else is like me 🤷🏼‍♀️